day +67
today is beautiful outside.
alison and i were up kinda early. well she is was up a lot earlier than i was cleaning the bathroom. then we went to target to get some things we needed, like a new vaccuum for hardwood floors-because according to alison the shark one we had exploded with dust all over the place the other day when i was out. thank god i was out with my mom, that would have stunk for me. we also needed to get a new shower mat and bathroom floor mat.
it was cleaning morning/afternoon-we got the bissel flip it. that is both dry and wet, so of course, i needed to play with this. so after alison dusted the rooms and cleaned them, i went in with my bissell flip it and first used the dry part and then mopped the floors. it was fun at first, and then it was just like cleaning-boring.
but i am not sure if i am supposed to be doing something like that, but i figure i need to tkae some chances now and again, and just be somewhat productive. my mom and alison do so much for me when it comes to cleaning. my mom has to go the laundry mat every week-once a week-because we don't have a washer or dryer in our building and take everything-comforter, sheets, towels, my clothes, and sometimes i throw in alison's clothes because i know it's such a pain in the ass for her to get to the laundry mat. now i have made it so my mom brings them back unfolded and lets me help her fold them because i feel somewhat bad. i went to the laundry mat with her once, bu ti have to sit in there with the mask on and it was just really awful and hot. thank god we have this cart that she brings with her, but still it is a lot for one person to do and she has done it every week. i thought about getting a laundry delivery service but it would be so expensive and we can't really afford that.
after our cleaning, our apt. smells so delicious-and the windows are open, i made a really good salad-with pears, goat cheese, onions, nuts-(i have to cook the onions and nuts-i carmelize them), cucumbers and spring mix that i have to wash very good. and then i put goddess dressing on it. it was yummy. then i had a clementine. i love clementines.
after that alison and i went out to do some errands. she had to go to the bank and then we went to a few stores. we went to this place called good kleen fun-there was this shirt there that is for pregnant ladies, but i bought, well actually alison bought it for me, it had a cigarette, a martini and sushi on it and then it had the not allowed signs crossing them out--that is completely my life now. i don't really smoke and drink anyway, but i miss sushi and take out. she also bought me this new sun block california baby, and i also got another one in target today. my skin is so sensitive to the sunblock that i think it is making my face break out, so we are trying a few different ones. i guess we can never have enough sunblock. then after that store we went to a store called "down to earth", which had amazing clothese in it, but a tshirt was $80, i had my mask on and i think sometimes i forget that people can hear me just fine and i said to alison "this store isn't very down to earth"..haha. we left that store-then we went by footlocker and another shoe store. i need new walking sneakers and alison has been looking for new shoes too but i didn't really see anything. then alison went to get a pedicure and i came home, here.
i think tonight, i am going to make a turkey with cranberry apple stuffing for dinner with some butternut squash and corn on the cob. i had to go to the dentist because i cracked my tooth in my sleep the other night in northvale, nj. my dentist is amazing, he has not charged me a cent. i told him i was going to make him go poor-he told me he already has a wife and kids. :)
but afterwards, we stopped in westwood, nj at the trader joe's and got some things and lots of frozen things which are good for me because sometimes i am just really picky with eating, so usually alison and my mom will then tell me to figure it out on my own.
i have slowly watched them tell me "no" more lately and as much as this should be fine, it really pisses me off.
my hair is starting to grow back. two weeks ago, i had one of those issues where i got out of the shower and started crying to alison that my hair was never growing back and my platelets were going down. i was just having a moment of hopelessness-and then boom, it all of a sudden just happens.
so tomorrow is a doctor's appt.
i can't wait to get to day 100.
i really miss barbeques.
i hope everyone is doing well.
oh yeah, yesterday, alison and i went to pearl paint because i wanted to start drawing again.
i just sat at teh desk and drew for hours-and made silly pictures-it felt good.
xoxo
alison and i were up kinda early. well she is was up a lot earlier than i was cleaning the bathroom. then we went to target to get some things we needed, like a new vaccuum for hardwood floors-because according to alison the shark one we had exploded with dust all over the place the other day when i was out. thank god i was out with my mom, that would have stunk for me. we also needed to get a new shower mat and bathroom floor mat.
it was cleaning morning/afternoon-we got the bissel flip it. that is both dry and wet, so of course, i needed to play with this. so after alison dusted the rooms and cleaned them, i went in with my bissell flip it and first used the dry part and then mopped the floors. it was fun at first, and then it was just like cleaning-boring.
but i am not sure if i am supposed to be doing something like that, but i figure i need to tkae some chances now and again, and just be somewhat productive. my mom and alison do so much for me when it comes to cleaning. my mom has to go the laundry mat every week-once a week-because we don't have a washer or dryer in our building and take everything-comforter, sheets, towels, my clothes, and sometimes i throw in alison's clothes because i know it's such a pain in the ass for her to get to the laundry mat. now i have made it so my mom brings them back unfolded and lets me help her fold them because i feel somewhat bad. i went to the laundry mat with her once, bu ti have to sit in there with the mask on and it was just really awful and hot. thank god we have this cart that she brings with her, but still it is a lot for one person to do and she has done it every week. i thought about getting a laundry delivery service but it would be so expensive and we can't really afford that.
after our cleaning, our apt. smells so delicious-and the windows are open, i made a really good salad-with pears, goat cheese, onions, nuts-(i have to cook the onions and nuts-i carmelize them), cucumbers and spring mix that i have to wash very good. and then i put goddess dressing on it. it was yummy. then i had a clementine. i love clementines.
after that alison and i went out to do some errands. she had to go to the bank and then we went to a few stores. we went to this place called good kleen fun-there was this shirt there that is for pregnant ladies, but i bought, well actually alison bought it for me, it had a cigarette, a martini and sushi on it and then it had the not allowed signs crossing them out--that is completely my life now. i don't really smoke and drink anyway, but i miss sushi and take out. she also bought me this new sun block california baby, and i also got another one in target today. my skin is so sensitive to the sunblock that i think it is making my face break out, so we are trying a few different ones. i guess we can never have enough sunblock. then after that store we went to a store called "down to earth", which had amazing clothese in it, but a tshirt was $80, i had my mask on and i think sometimes i forget that people can hear me just fine and i said to alison "this store isn't very down to earth"..haha. we left that store-then we went by footlocker and another shoe store. i need new walking sneakers and alison has been looking for new shoes too but i didn't really see anything. then alison went to get a pedicure and i came home, here.
i think tonight, i am going to make a turkey with cranberry apple stuffing for dinner with some butternut squash and corn on the cob. i had to go to the dentist because i cracked my tooth in my sleep the other night in northvale, nj. my dentist is amazing, he has not charged me a cent. i told him i was going to make him go poor-he told me he already has a wife and kids. :)
but afterwards, we stopped in westwood, nj at the trader joe's and got some things and lots of frozen things which are good for me because sometimes i am just really picky with eating, so usually alison and my mom will then tell me to figure it out on my own.
i have slowly watched them tell me "no" more lately and as much as this should be fine, it really pisses me off.
my hair is starting to grow back. two weeks ago, i had one of those issues where i got out of the shower and started crying to alison that my hair was never growing back and my platelets were going down. i was just having a moment of hopelessness-and then boom, it all of a sudden just happens.
so tomorrow is a doctor's appt.
i can't wait to get to day 100.
i really miss barbeques.
i hope everyone is doing well.
oh yeah, yesterday, alison and i went to pearl paint because i wanted to start drawing again.
i just sat at teh desk and drew for hours-and made silly pictures-it felt good.
xoxo
posted by Jenn at 2:25 PM
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almost there~
keep fighting the good fight*
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