day+4
Today is day +4 and I am sitting up and I actually did a rough draft of a lil surprise video I am making for the silent auction since I can’t be there.
WOW. This is rough, but manageable. My brain is mostly mushy from chemo and drugs, so I find myself backspacing and needing to slow down. I’m beginning to realize that it is okay to be in bed sometimes.
I mean, most of the time. I am an avid user of ativan for my nauseau. Today, I was drugged for my platelet transfusion so I slept a lot of the morning. Actually I am sleeping a lot. This morning. I tried to do some bill stuff or esterday morning. See I can’t remember. I am still trying to eat things. I know that Alison is taking pictures and helping me with my blog because I am a lil whacky right now.
Sometimes the steroids really get to me. I called my mom to inform, I had asked her to buy me 8 batteries, last week. 4AA and 4AAA, istead she goes to Costco and buys 36 AA which I just figured out when I needed the AAA so I called her to yell at her for that and then demand a receipt. It is funny when I look back. Then I needed a form that my dad took. And I called him up to yell at him to never take things out of my room unless I know he is. Ahahahah. Meanwhile, he is at a real estate open house, and barely gets steroids anyway, so probably thinks I’m being a real brat. AWW..my poor poor mind, I want it back.
All the meds and liquids they have me on. Really do a toll on you. On me.
The silent auction is coming together nicely. I assume more on that this week. I sorta quit after ATG-that rabbit stuff really messed with me. I hate RABBITs. Of course, it’s easter..
It looked like I had got lost in the ocean my eyes were so red. I was so sick…I even said to my mom “are you nervous” and she said “yes”..and then I got mad about that…hahaha
But only bc I am scared.
The next week and half will be really hard.
Well definitely more than that, but I know I have to focus, on little steps.
I got a gift tower basket -from the processing dept. thank you-I don’t know who that is.
I love presents☺
I really can’t get too technical right now. My brain isn’t there-like with all the specicifics of things-but I just wanted to write because I felt that I could and that is a major accomplishment for me right now…
I will hopefully write soon
Love
jenn
WOW. This is rough, but manageable. My brain is mostly mushy from chemo and drugs, so I find myself backspacing and needing to slow down. I’m beginning to realize that it is okay to be in bed sometimes.
I mean, most of the time. I am an avid user of ativan for my nauseau. Today, I was drugged for my platelet transfusion so I slept a lot of the morning. Actually I am sleeping a lot. This morning. I tried to do some bill stuff or esterday morning. See I can’t remember. I am still trying to eat things. I know that Alison is taking pictures and helping me with my blog because I am a lil whacky right now.
Sometimes the steroids really get to me. I called my mom to inform, I had asked her to buy me 8 batteries, last week. 4AA and 4AAA, istead she goes to Costco and buys 36 AA which I just figured out when I needed the AAA so I called her to yell at her for that and then demand a receipt. It is funny when I look back. Then I needed a form that my dad took. And I called him up to yell at him to never take things out of my room unless I know he is. Ahahahah. Meanwhile, he is at a real estate open house, and barely gets steroids anyway, so probably thinks I’m being a real brat. AWW..my poor poor mind, I want it back.
All the meds and liquids they have me on. Really do a toll on you. On me.
The silent auction is coming together nicely. I assume more on that this week. I sorta quit after ATG-that rabbit stuff really messed with me. I hate RABBITs. Of course, it’s easter..
It looked like I had got lost in the ocean my eyes were so red. I was so sick…I even said to my mom “are you nervous” and she said “yes”..and then I got mad about that…hahaha
But only bc I am scared.
The next week and half will be really hard.
Well definitely more than that, but I know I have to focus, on little steps.
I got a gift tower basket -from the processing dept. thank you-I don’t know who that is.
I love presents☺
I really can’t get too technical right now. My brain isn’t there-like with all the specicifics of things-but I just wanted to write because I felt that I could and that is a major accomplishment for me right now…
I will hopefully write soon
Love
jenn
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