Tuesday, March 28, 2006

1 more hour until i have to start to fast..

55 more minutes until 12am.
i am packed and i think i am ready to go. i have to be at the hospital at 8am to get ready for my surgey at 10am.
i feel a little number right now.
i've been so busy with everything lately. i've been really busy doing silent auction stuff with alison. we have received some awesome things-i am excited.
i have to see how the internet connection situation is. i know i have lots of people to email-to respond back to.
i go in tomorrow and i get a procedure done to get in a hickman catheter that will make it easier to get blood and chemo, etc.
then after that, chemotherapy will start.
i will have chemo for 6 days.
on april 5th, i will have the bone marrow transplant.
i had to go to the dentist today because i cracked my tooth-on a sandwich-it is actually a cap because i feel off my bike and lost my two front teeth when i was 8.
but my dentist is donating a teeth whitening-that he will do-that is worth $450.00.
i thought that was so awesome of him. and he was giving me all these ideas.
as i was leaving he was like, Make sure they don't crack your tooth putting that thing down yr trach tomorrow..
i told them if they did, he'd have to come over and fix it.
i've never gone under like this before. so i'm a lil nervous-
it's just one thing at a time.

i want to thank everyone for everything they've been doing-and for just loving me.
people are going out of their way and anything done is that way.
my family really helps out with these functions and my girlfriend. also my friends.
my mother is back from north carolina.
i know this is really hard for people and besides my occassional outbursts of guilt of turning many people's lives upside down, i know y'all are here because where else would you wanna be?
i am the silliest.
i asked my doctor if he was ready for me.
he said "with sedation"
we'll show him!!
i don't necessarily have an army-besides the camouflage hat i wear, but i love you all.
thank you for everything.
and i am so tired. and i only have 45 minutes to eat, drink and find some good drugs to knock me out.
then no more.
well i am ready-
no more leukemia.

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